Sometimes there are things i do not know how to express it out to myselfso i guess this place would be perfect for me...
Ohh well, it's end of the month of November already,
time pass indeed in a blink of an eye.
Just another 15 more days to be officially 18 years old.
Counting down already, hahaha
In life, there are some people that you do not wanna see them again and just hope they will vanish from somewhere or perhaps you thought that you wouldn't see the same person once again.
Well, somehow i'm experiencing it now and it's something that had not cross my mind.
谁说情人不能成为最好的朋友
4 years ago i met someone that has change my life.
There's bitterness, sourness, selfishness and of cause happiness..
We see each other almost every single day,
during in class, working and even friends gathering.
Ohh well, happiness always come first during honey moon period isn't it ?
but it didn't really last, when sourness came in.
And sourness changes every single thing once again,
day by day, feeling starts to fade
each of us getting more and more selfish toward each other,
the trust we used to have, had totally went down to the drain.
We started to argue then quarrel, and worst come to worst we end up fighting...
And then, end with bitterness.
But i was lucky enough then, though everything had ended,
i still have you as a good friend out there for me.
you're always out there to protect me and look after me
i was silly enough to take everything for granted.
Not long enough everything has turn into hatred
2 years back, after our graduation we both had also left our working place
slowly lost contact ever since...
I had never thought that we will gonna meet someday
this, seriously had never crossed my mind, never once...
What could i say? We both are young at that time isn't it ?
There's too much thing that we both are too immature to handle ourselves isn't it ?
Recently i met 1 of my ex-working colleague
and we met up last night.
I should had already expected you would turn up too.
I ALREADY expected it, there's word i can't describe yet when i saw you that very moment..
the very awkward moment when we both were left in the Kbox room
i tried my very best to actually ignore you and just continue singing.
okay, i know this is very retarded ! But there's nothing else i could do!
And it will be more awkward if we both kept silence in the room right ?!
We happily sing all the way till nearly 2am in the morning ( x.x )
And the very UNEXPECTED moment is when i saw your text..
During one part of our conversations,
you said that you know me very well and i actually declined about that..
The fact is, indeed you know me truly well enough.
Weather is the real or the fake me, you definitely could just tell by looking at me
and taking off my fake mask...
We have been through different of up and downs
I guess only our close friend then should clearly know what i'm actually talking about, hahaha :x
All i wanna say is,
虽然我们不能成为最好的恋人，但我们将会成为最好的的朋友!
